I think..maybe....

I just left the doctors office and got my second fill. He told me to eat soft foods the rest of today. So I get home and fix some mashed potatoes and lo and behold have only been able to eat about 5 bites. 5 little bites. We'll see how the rest of today goes, but I feel like this is a good sign!!!!!

Ready

I've been so busy this week, I've barely noticed my hunger... No not really! I was on call Tuesday and of course was called in due to JCAHO inspecting our hospital. So now I am working 3 days in a row plus Sat, which is great cause I need the $$$$!

I have an appointment Friday for my #2 fill. I just am so unsure of what is happening in my belly. If I eat too fast or anything bread or doughy I feel like an elephant is standing on my chest, but then it passes and I can continue to eat. If I chew slow enough I can eat just like I did pre-band. So I am guessing that this is NOT restriction...Right? I just can't wait to feel restriction and start losing again. At this point I keep losing and regaining the same 4 pounds. I was hoping to be in onederland by Christmas. I am praying that this fill will help!!!!!

Limbo

It's 2 weeks since my first fill and at first I thought maybe I had restriction, but i was wrong, wrong , wrong. The first day or so I did eat less, ut not much less. Now I really never have a feeling of fullness.The only thing I feel is a terrible someone sitting on my chest feeling if I eat to fast. However if I eat slowly I can eat whatever and how much ever I want. My second fill is not until Nov 18th. Hopefully that will do something. Right now I keep gaining and losing the same 4 lbs. SUCKS!!!!!

This is 30 lbs down.